tandang tanda ku pa ung araw na unang beses akung bumili ng lighter sa lighter's galore ng sm cebu city. i was 18 that time. hindi naman aku literally smoker that time. tama na ung makaisa sa isang buwan, ganun lang. kaya ku lang ginusto bumili ng lighter nun kase nacucutetan aku. un lang... pero it changed. at dahil ala zippo ang style, nawili nadin aku sa paggamit sa kanya, from then inaral kung mabuti ang pagyosi, haha.. ngpaturo din aku sa mga crewmates ku hanggang sa yun, bongga. instant smoker na pala aku. pero andun padin ung paglimit sa sarili ko. kelangan 5sticks ang pinakamaximum ku dapat in one day, bawal na magexceed dun. pati pinaramis ku sa self ku na after that ojt, paguwi ku samen, im gonna stop doing it... nakakastress lang din kase ung environment sa barko, nakakahomesick kaya naisip ku na okay din plang pang passtime un(gaga lang). for 3 consecutive months i am a smoker. nung bumalik na ku sa normal life, nung una hindi ko keri, kung minsan dun ako sa terrice nmen, secretly smoking, pero after several weeks aun smoke free na ulet. madae nagsabe saken nun hindi ku na daw maaalis sa sarili ku ang pagyoyosi kase nasimulan ku na daw, pero i dont belive in that statement. para saken nasa sa tao padin yan. mind over body lang yun.
nung nagwork ako sa mf, sobrang dae ng pressure saken dun.. that time, bumili ulet aku ng lighter, pero this time iba pinaramis ku. gagamitin ku lang ung lighter na un pag feeling ku super strees na ku, mai nakalagay pa nga dun sa lighter na "over work". un, literally, pagfeeling ku over work na ku, that's the time that ill lit a cig. and it worked out. paggumigimik aku nun, yun dun lang aku nakakadame ng yosi. pero on the ordinary days, i would never.
madame na ku natikman na yosi pero si pareng philip morris lang talaga ang da best para saken...:) nakakapagtaka lang kung baket pagnalalaman nila ni philip brand ku natatawa sila, they even told me "pokpok kba?" nyeee.. pokpok lang ba mai karapatan at dapat magyosi ng philip????
ALAK
nung unang beses akong uminom ng alak, natawa aku.. red horse un, new year kaya allowed kameng uminom, tska sa bahay namen un, highschool aku nun. out of curiosity sinubukan ku ubusin ung isang bottle ng RD, gumamit pa nga ku ng wine glass eh, right after kung maubos un, walei, plakda na aketch.as in, nung una hilo hilo lang pero paramis, nakatulog agad aku. lol. pero i never vomit:p
Hindi naman aku masyado nahihilig sa alak, maliban nalang din kung mejo mai problema or gumigimik, un lang, pero kung tutuosin, mas bet ku pa ang yosi.. hate na hate ku kase ang hang over. kaya as much as possible d aku nagpapakalango sa alak. ay, pati pala sobraaang makulet aku paglasing, as in. basta. i remember one incident. while i was in cebu for my onboard ojt, one time, we(my crewmates) had a feast, birthday ni mags:) grabe from morning to night nomo to the max. i started drinking gabe na, for some reason, it wasnt my intention naman talga na makipag inuman nu,(d nga ku mahilig magnomo right?) im sooo homesick that time that i just want to go home:(. aus naman nung una, shot dito shot dun, pa yosi yosi pa and it was late when i caught myself tipsy, no im sooo wasted!! from shot-to pitcher na inum ku.. nobody can control me, as in nobody! nagstroll pa kme, sabe nila pagnahanginan daw aku babalik daw aku sa katinuan, pero tae lang ung nagadvice nun, coz it didnt work out, instead mas naging worst pa ku, natatandaan ku naman everything that happened that night, d ku lang talga makontrol ung self ku. pumunta pa kame sa diskuhan(diskuhang province ah) and believe it or not, inagaw ku atensyon nilang lahat, hay! grabe talga(buti nlng nobody recognizes me there). pagdating naman namen sa barko, lahat sila aligaga, d nila talga alam gagawin nila saken, since i was the youngest, they treated me like a princess. angkulet lang, first time ku magsuka nun at ung may birthday pa nasukahan ku. swerte lang..the day after that incident, instant celeb aku, everybody knows it, pati ung owner nung shipping lines, akala ku nga machuchugi na ku nun eh, pero luckily im not:))hay basta to see is to believe.. haha.. kaya ayaw ku din talaga ng alak.
it came to the point din na i thought ALAK lang ang way just to scape with my problems, to somehow forget them, but it was a wrong thought though. uo for a while,mkakalimutan mu, pero pagbumalik kna sa katinuan mas mareeralize mu lang na pinaworst mu lang ang everything. dapat ang problema hinaharap yan!!
madali aku malasing sa hard, malakas aku sa beer:) favorite ku:tequilla sunrise, mixiquilla and grenadine + the bar:))(so far ah)
GIMIK
gimikera? d naman, d pa naman aku umaabot sa super level na un sa ngaun.. d ku padin nararanasan pumasok sa super class A na bars. in the future ill try that. wala lang, nacucurios lang. ang pinakagusto ku paggumigimik aku is that i can have lots and tons of friend in just a snap. kaya nga perfect place din saken ang bar pagstress and im feeling blue. ung dancefloor, ung malalakas at mga magagandang sounds, ung mga nakakarelax na bands + the cool ambiance + instant flings= perfect!.. #1 rule ku naman paggumigimik is that, ayaw ku ng picture, for me kase, what happens in gimik stay only there, ayaw ku ng remembrance ayaw ku ng evidence.. haha.. weird ba? im not proud with it kase pati ung mga ganung moments for me, should not be cherish anymore.. one thing more, sinisikap kung umuwi sa bahay namen at hindi kung san san. natatawa nga ku kase mas focuse and matino aku pag oras na ng uwian, kahit ganu kalayo pa yan sa bahay namen at kahit ganu aku ka waisted, nakakauwi padin aku. one time nga, nanggaling pa ku sa bandang north, sa sobrang kabado ku, ung atm ku pati ung pera ku nilagay ku sa sapatos ku, just incase baka maholdap aku.. meron pa galing akung qc, un wasted din kso i have to go home, ayaw ku sana magtaxi sayang pera, buti naman mabait ung driver nung taxi na nasakyan ku, may discount pa ku. nakakatawa ung mga ganung eksena nu, nakakatakot pero nakakathrill.. exciting:)
as of now, among those bars ive been through, i must say, cuba's my favorite:)
*sometimes, doing forbidden things would cause you pleasure, whats important is that you should also know your limitations or else be ready for the consequences..
aikatz:)
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