Update update din pag may time :)
Well, hi there. Its getting late. My sched tom is 6am hay! I need to sleep na, and all of a sudden I cant fall asleep, why oh why?! Sooo, what to talk to? uhm......
Lets just start with my career..
Its doing really good but most of the time I get used with it. It comes to the point that I dont want to go work, tinatamad na ku ng malala.Ung feeling na paulet ulet nlng lahat. I want a new thing, new world. I know it takes lots of effort to achieve it. Right now, Im supah thinking how to start a new career. Dati mas gusto ku na maglandbase coz I wanna be out of the Philippines for a couple of years, coz of what happened(i mean Rob issues) Ung mga times that Im sooo sooo bitter pa! haha. But then again I come think of what I really want before the issue happened. That time ang main target lng ng life ko is to be on a cruiseship, and thats what Im going to do. After October 31, 2014 Ill be starting to pursue that. SWEAR! Ive got the lists of the shipping lines that I must try. hehehe #faith nga dba?! You'll probably asking why I had that particular date? Coz that is the exact 2years of working on shangri-la :) Akalain mu un? I survived for that loooooong. Theres no such thing for God and for yourself if u want something :) Ayyy, today is the start of our housekeeping week, and it was my off today. So unfortunately I wasnt able to see the opening. Well, they schedule different programs for the whole week, but what am I waiting for is the event on Friday(I think so!) coz they'll be throwing us a cocktail party, plus, my colleagues are going to perform some intermission number. hahaha. isnt it so fun?? dont worry I'll document it and state it here after a few weeks. :)
bout fambam :)
Well, its all good, honestly not so good, there were stil some unfinished issues with us, but I know we love each other. I like being with them everyday. Living with them is soo sooo much a blessing for me, not everybody have to live with their own families, like some of my colleagues, they used to live on their own, sometimes its good coz they have their own time, living independent, but me, id rather stay with them as much as I can do, coz someday, It'll be not like this anymore, right? when I have to leave. :) I spent my wholeday today with them. And it really feels soooo gooooooood. Thank you Lord God :)
Next time I'll share some videos with my lil sis and niece. I havent save it yet on my laptop, Next time na eefort sarap na ng higa ku eh. hehehe
bout Rob....
Ehem. well, still the same stat we had. Next month will be his 5th attempt na ata on taking the board exams. well, told him not to give up and try and try until he succeed. I dont know whats in his mind, but whatever it is, Im supporting him 101%, I know he has his own plans in his life. Still love him, yea I still. But what we are now, is I think the best sat we can ever have right now. He already changed his phone # since Liz started txting him again, Then, a couple of days ago called me and says I am chatting with Cathy. At first I really got mad, Nasa isip ku nun, The more I keep myself away from them, the more they come closer. I dont have any idea how did it happened. I never disturbed that girl. Who is she?! After that, I didnt answer all of Rob's call. Then talked to him again after a couple of days. He apologized alot. After that incident, as much as possible I dont want to talk to him more until now. Just want to somehow give space for him to think and so do I. I just want him forget everything and focuson his exams. ayyy.. wanna put our video last time we had our gimmik happened last August 15, 2014 at giligans crossing, same restobar where we first had our gimmik(cuba pa ung name nya date)..
Soorry mejo haggard and wasted the both of us, but sure thing I had much fun that time. Grabe as in,after a month nagkita kame nyan. We talked about everything, and ung mga ibang sinabe nya first time nya bonggang shinare, I dunno really if he was just drank kaya nya nasabe un, but I can really feel that its from his heart. This crazy picture pa. hehehe
I know, were not gonna have a chance to stay together, I mean dadarating din ung time na hinding hindi na magkukrus ung landas namin, and so ang gusto ku lang to make memories, good memories with him, I loved this guy so much lalo na before, sobrang pagmamahal binigay ku sa kanya, and at the same time this guy hurt me alot, super alot, sobrang laki ng naging impact nya sa life ku I can totally say that, and ang gusto ku lng is to remember all the good things that we had, forget the bad ones, para din sa motivation ku to continue my life even without him. I know everything has a purpose on why it is happening, Basta I'll keep lang on trusting God. That's what matters the most :)
You know what Im sooo sooo much thankful right now, I couldnt ask for more, but to be just thankful, I trust myself, for I while I had lost everything, but now I can totally say that one by one, its all coming back to me. Love you Lord :)
sooo TOMORROW is another day, Ill just continue this later on but for now,I want to sleep na. :)
aikatz -SMILLING :)
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